Week 15: Saying Goodbye

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 Writing this on my eleven hour flight from Heathrow to LAX:

So this last week has been really weird. It didnโ€™t take me that long to pack my life into four little boxesโ€”that was weird. Saying goodbye to friends the same way I always do, except this time foreverโ€”that was weird. Thinking about returning home to a big olโ€™ pile of familyโ€”thatโ€™s pretty cool.

So hereโ€™s a quick rundown on my last week here:

Finished up final papers. Said thank you to teachers. Bought posters and gifts for friends and family back at home. Reconnected electronically with the flood of friends waiting for me in Orlando. Celebrated a quiet birthday with two friends Tori and Georgia. Rode my last metro. Walked around Wenceslas Square one last time.

I said goodbye to teachers and staff at the ECES farewell party. In a Trappist brewery and restaurant I gathered with teachers and peers to celebrate the semester over a delicious meal. I was also recognized by the ECES staff with a community service certificate and for winning first place in the ECES photo contest. Itโ€™s cool that theyโ€™re going to hang up my photo in one of the classrooms at Charles University; itโ€™s like a little piece of me gets to stay behind.

I said goodbye to friends abroad. Hours before my flight, I sat around my friend Josh’s dining room table with many of my ERASMUS friends, many to whom were also leaving the following day. We had soup and latkes. We ate quietly, and then after the meal, sat in silence for almost an hour and a half. Every now and then, a sigh or a brief sentence. Once the clock struck ten, I rose, got my bag, gave out goodbye hugs to the three people that I’ve grown the closest to while abroad, and left. Oddly, it was the most authentic goodbye I’ve ever been a part of.

Really eager to get back home and see friends and family again!

Stay tuned for my adjustment post.

Nick

Nicolas Sawyer

<i>*Rainbow Scholarship</i> Heya! My nameโ€™s Nicolas Sawyer and Iโ€™m a diehard and dedicated film student at the University of Central Florida and member of the LGTBQ community as a self-identified queer male. I love bike riding, reading, and cooking vegan! Iโ€™m studying abroad in Prague, Czech Republic so that I can study the way Czechoslovak New Wave film rebelled against its communist regime in order to gain social equality against censorship in the 1960s. I hope to model these filmmakersโ€™ courage in using my own marginalized perspective to send a message to the world through the lens of my camera that every voice is worth hearing. While abroad, I will attend the Mezipatra, a queer and transgender-themed film festival where I hope to connect with like-minded film buffs that I can learn from and collaborate with! I also hope to sharpen my camera skills while volunteering at the Lobkowicz Palace within the precinct of Prague Castle where I will help photograph and catalog the extensive and rare Lobkowicz art collection. For me, studying abroad is about gaining a new perspectiveโ€”or a few new perspectivesโ€”one for every country I visit. With each new outlook I gain, I hope to continuously sharpen the focus of my perception so that I can really see people for who they really are, not for who my society has taught me to see them.