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Iโ€™m halfway through my study abroad program. Can you believe it? I canโ€™t. More so, I donโ€™t want to believe it. The reason being that I donโ€™t feel like Iโ€™m getting enough time in Chile. I mean, how can I possibly feel like I have enough time in a country thatโ€™s over twoย thousand six hundred miles long when I only have four months? I think anyone would easily understand this.ย 

Not to say that Iโ€™m going to every corner of the country, but I still have yet to get to know some of the places here. So far, I have gone to a couple of surrounding areas in Santiago, and Pucรณn, which is 10 hours south of Santiago (I will write a blog on all the trip I took and how they happened in the future). It doesnโ€™t sound like a lot, but I also enjoy spending time in the city to build relationships with locals. Anyway, I just wish I had more time because Iโ€™ve met so many lovely people and I wishย  I could keep making great memories with them.

During the second weekend I spent in Chile, USAC took us on a field trip to Valparaรญso. Itโ€™s a lovely artsy town near the ocean, only one hour northwest of Santiago. Nine of my friends and I decided that we wanted to spend the weekend there, so we stayed at an Airbnb in a neighboring town, Viรฑa Del Mar, where we spent all weekend playing cards, talking for hours about everything and nothing, and we became closer than any of us wouldโ€™ve expected.ย 

some of my friends and me in Valparaรญso

Iโ€™m trying to hold onto memories like this as closely as I can, but they keep slipping out of my hands every time I blink and itโ€™s so saddening that itโ€™s really not within my control and I have to face the fact that this period of my life is already halfway over.ย 

I realize that having half of the time still left ahead of me is good. Iโ€™m glad I still have seven weeks left of this program, but itโ€™s weird because every time I reflect on my time here, I feel like I just got here and Iโ€™m already too attached to my study abroad friends to leave so soon.ย 

I tell myself to live in the present and stop thinking about all the sad things, and I am. I am trying my hardest to do so, but every time Iโ€™m laughing or having another great moment with my newly-found friends, I canโ€™t help but be saddened to know that it wonโ€™t last for much longer. It sucks. Iโ€™m living in a continuous cycle of bittersweet memories.ย 

With this being said, Iโ€™ll end this post by sharing some pictures of some of the great people Iโ€™ve met during my time in Chile:ย 

before a hike, with one of my friends
hiking with some of my friendsDinner with one of my friend’s host family.

Thank you for keeping up with me,

J

Jessica Ramos

*FEA Access Partner Scholarship (USAC: University Studies Abroad Consortium) <i>Hello in your host country language</i>: Hola <i> University</i>: California State University, Sacramento <i>Expected graduation year</i>: 2021 <i>Destination</i>: Santiago, Chile <i>Program Provider</i>: USAC: University Studies Abroad Consortium <i>Major / Minor</i>: English and History <i>Demographic background</i>: First-generation, Latina, LGBTQ <i>Future career aspirations</i>: Chicanx/Latin American Literature Professor <i>Top 3 goals for study abroad</i>: To improve my linguistic relativity in Spanish; To gain a sense of self-sufficiency; To learn more about Latin American literature in the context of it's corresponding historical period.